there have been
requests
for an update
so here we are
and here i am
stressed out
as asual
as esteli
becuase i lack
stability
the only thing i miss from my life before
someone else making all your decisions
provides the greatest stability
and the greatest insecurity
i have too many
classes
and bills
and too much
love
for a man
whose
too far away
and i don't have
enough hours
in the day
for my kids
and i feel like crying
most days
but don't
and i feel like running
most days
but can't
so i try to work out
and sew
and get these emotions out
some how
because i know
that this is what my life
will be like
for a while
at least a year
there will be change
and instability
i need to learn to adjust to
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