and my feelings are so conflicted
and
this
is my life
right
forever since i was kid
every happy moment has been mixed with fear
and
sadness
so now i go home
and my little brother and best friend is coming to live with me
and i'm super excited!
but i'm leaving seattle
and i don't feel like i did enough
or saw enough
or rested enough
and i fell in love
and leaving him sucks
and i've always felt that there are benefits to
living a portion of a serious relationship
apart
so you can see the real character of the relationship
what it's based on
i miss my sisters
and i'm ready to finish law school
and i'm excited that i'll be done
an entire semester early
not everyone does that
especially with two kids and a divorce during law school
i hate the conflicting emotions
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