Crazy few weeks.
I decided to take my husband back after everything under some very tight rules and regulations. It turned out all the rules and regulations in the world won't make you trust a liar. What are you gonna do? It lasted less then a week before I gave up. I couldn't keep dealing with the lies and the man just doesn't stop! haha! I felt like I should give it another shot for my kids so they would have their father around but he's not a good father or a good man.
No bull...my kids have spent time with their Tio's, my boys Ernesto and Albert and another close friend we'll call...."homeboy" (that's what Grosso calls him) and the way those 5 men interact with my kids is amazing. It's on a completely different level then their father ever did! And they are MUCH better role models. I can't even get Eli to talk to his dad on the phone I have to bribe him with his sisters, they're the ones he wants to talk to. It's sad actually especially when I see the way he interacts with the Homeboy it's crazy, he enjoys him, he likes, him he's not scared of him even though on occasion the Homeboy will repremand him if he's getting out of place. But the Homeboy's not mean or scary or abusive like Sammy was, he's stern and serious like me and Eli responds well to that. Homeboy even plays with my sons in a way their father never did, he wants to be a father in a way Sammy never did. They've spent a lot of time with him since we've been here and Eli asks for him now, more then he asks for Sammy, it's kind of sad.
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