today

I wrote a poem to my husband about how i loved him and as i wrote it i realized it' not the man i was in love with but the "husband" (it's posted here it's called "like the rain") i want a husband a man to love who loves me back someone who respects me and treats me right...i didn't want to be with sammy but he was my husband and it was the husband i wanted to be with. i'm glad i've thought enough about this to get me out of that situation.